They keep telling me to face reality. To forget him. To focus on my life that is in front of me, but how am I suppose to do that? I was dead for a long time. Then he came. I am addicted to the way he makes me feel so alive. I saw the world as a much brighter place; it was different when I was with him. I never felt what love was until I meet him. God knows how much I tried to avoid having feelings for him. But my soul keep missing him. My heart keeps aching for him. I know I am not right for him, but this feeling is a gift from God. I want to keep it forever in my heart. Even though I cannot be with him, I want to keep this feeling forever.
Mollie.N-'cause you make me feel so alive
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