I’ve learned how to be without you

It doesn’t hurt like it used to. I’ve learned how to be without you and even now, I am still learning. There are still days when I want to call you and there are still days when I think about you and I know that I’ll never be able to forget you and sometimes that makes me angry and frustrated and even sad because I have not been able to love anything with you still somewhere in the back of my head. I’ve tried to forget about it, I tried to ruin myself in hopes that I’d become someone who didn’t know how to love you. I lost my mind over you, but things are better now and I finally know that there is nothing I could’ve done to make you stay, so I’m going to let it go tonight. I think I’ve had enough.