Archive for 2019

Having a soulmate is not always about romance.

"Having a soulmate is not always about romance. You can find your soulmate in a friendship too. "
Today, I watched the video of Leonardo DiCaprio and Kate Winslet on Facebook. Then, I suddenly thought of you. Why did you fully reject me as a friend. Love doesn't mean we have to be married and live together forever. Sometimes, love is just show up. Be there for each other, support each other. Sometimes, life didn't allow things to happen in our favor, but destiny brought us together.
There must be a reason for it. Love is not selfish. Love is wanting the best for each other’s life. Sometimes, we find a soul mate in friendship too.

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A woman can forget a man who broke her

A woman can forget a man who broke her hearts but she can never forget the man who gathered the broken pieces, healed her soul and made her smile again.

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I’m kind of an absent friend

I’m kind of an absent friend like I will love you with my whole heart and go out of my way to give you any help you need but I tend to live in my own world and suck at keeping up communication, and l’m really sorry to anyone who takes that personally.

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It is the voice of your soul.

You know that crazy heart of yours? The one with lightning crackling and moonlight shining through it. The one you’ve been told not to trust because it often led you off the beaten path. The one so many have misunderstood your entire life. Trust it. Feed it. Grow it. It’s your greatest treasure and will point the way to your highest destiny. It is the voice of your soul.

― Jacob Nordby

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It's okay to feel

I've been numb for so many years;
I've learned that it's okay to feel.
Nobody loves misery, but don't let
the pain turn you numb or emotionless.
It's okay to feel what you want to feel,
it's the sign that you are still alive.
Doesn't matter if what you feel is real or not,
it's beautiful, it grows flowers to your soul.
It's the best part of being alive.

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Love is a medicine for any kind of wound

"Love is a medicine for any kind of wound"

Dealing with depression and anxiety for a long time, I don't want to discuss or talk about the symptoms, you can google, learn or read about it. I just wanted to tell you that it's a body who is trying to stay alive; while your mind feels like it doesn't belong to this world. Nothing excites you anymore, you don't want to participate in life. You don't like people because, they don't get it.
They keep sucking your energy to the worst. You start isolating yourself from society. You are drowning in your own thoughts. There are some days you smile and laugh with few friends or family, but most of the time, you just want to sleep. You're dead, but you're alive. Sometimes, you try to be strong and distract your mind with other things such as reading, gaming, shopping or going for a walk, but it only helps for a while. I talk to everyone who wants to talk or flirt with me, but I have no emotions. I just smile and reply to be polite. And then he came. I met him online. He just wanted to be a friend. With him, I feel so different, He makes me feel alive and excited about everything again. The best part is, it all happened within 2 or 3 days of simple conversations, and I didn't even know his age, and how he looked like. I called him magic. He doesn't know why, He just smiled.

I've learned something about depression, it can be cured. Understanding is one thing, but it's secondary. First, you need to find the one; that someone who can spark your spirit. He doesn't have to work that hard if he has that kind connection to your soul. If you're lucky, they stay forever, some just stay for a while to teach you a lesson. Maybe this is what God tried showing me upon this meeting. That there is the way, there is always possibility...there's no dead end to anything in this world.

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Addicted to love.

Sometimes, I am not sure whether I am addicted to him, or addicted to love. I mean, I really love the feeling of falling in love and being in love with someone who also feels the same way about me. I get butterflies in my stomach whenever we talk, the nervous breakdown when I see him; it's a beautiful feeling. Most of all, I love the vibe. I feel excited to wake up every morning, I am energetic and feel so alive, I glow differently, my cheeks blush naturally because, I am happy. I smile all the time until people around me also start smiling too. It's a good vibe...a sensational flaming erotic good vibe. It makes me fly high with pleasure. And maybe, I am addicted to him because, only he can give me that feeling. - Mn

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you're teaching them to live without you..

Every time you take them for granted, you're teaching them to live without you.

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You think you have forever, but you don't.

Cause you never think that the last time is the last time. You think there will be more. You think you have forever, but you don't.

Grey's Anatomy

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The Universe is not trying to break you

The Universe is not trying to break you, my dear, it's trying to find a way to wake you up, so that you will see what is real, and worth fighting for.

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I’m not going to settle for ordinary love.

I’m not going to settle for ordinary love. I want my love to be one of a kind. I want to wake up every morning next to the person I love, and tell them how lucky I am. I want to walk down the streets holding hands, and have people know how much we love each other. I want to be with someone, who sees my worse, but encourages me to be my best. I want to be able to laugh with the person I love, but have a conversation where we share our deepest thoughts. I want a love that’s so special…It lasts a lifetime.

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You deserve a man who

You deserve a man

who wakes up every day

looking for new ways

to love you

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Listen, I love you.

Listen, I love you. I know sometimes I’m a little bit of a disappointment. I rarely know what I want or think before I act. Still, I want you to know that in a lifetime of rushed decisions, wrong turns and spectacular messes, you’re the first thing that’s felt right.

Beau Taplin - W r o n g T u r n s

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I'm quirky, silly, blunt, and broken.

I'm quirky, silly, blunt, and broken. My days are sometimes too dark, and my nights are sometimes too long. I often trip over my own insecurities. I require attention, long for passion, and wish to be desired. I use music to speak when words fail me, even though words are as important to me as the air I breathe. I love hard and with all that I have... and even with my faults, I am worth loving.

Danu Grayson

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She had a wild, wandering soul..

She had a wild, wandering soul but when she loved, she loved with chaos and that made all the difference.

-Ariana Dancu

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You know whats sad about love?

You know whats sad about love? It's when you happen to know that there's just no hope for you being together yet you still pray to make it work. It's when your mind says 'let go' but your heart says 'hold on.' It's when you dream of that person almost every night only to wake up in the morning with tears in your eyes. And most of all, it's when no matter how you try to forget that person, you just can't cause of the fact that you love that person so much and you just don't know why...

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I hid the love I felt

The moon listened to the words I couldn’t speak and cried at the words you said. I don’t remember what you said exactly but I remember breaking down. You never saw that side of me. You only saw what I wanted you to see - the one who laughed at everything you said. Even when you broke my heart, I laughed so you wouldn’t know it hurt.

I hid the love I felt because I thought it was crazy to love, to love someone who didn’t love you back. But God, did it kill me. I am the worst kind of person to fall in love with, but I am also the worse at falling in love, because I never did until you. And then I am a ship lost in sea. I lose stability. I lose my mind. And even the stars start to think I am insane.

— Ming D. Liu

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Violets are blue, and so are you

violets are blue, and so are you

i look at you
and i can see it
in your face
you think you hide it,
but i see you

i see the hurt
the dark circles beneath your eyes
and the quiet plea
dancing on your bottom lip,
too afraid to be voiced
too afraid to be heard
because you’re too afraid
of being hurt

and i just want to take you
and wrap you up in my arms
hold you, console you
tell you things that you’ll believe,
but you don’t seem to believe
anything, anymore
because you have been deceived
too many times

so i’ll just look at you
and see the pain in your fake smile,
and i’ll smile back

and i’ll hear the attempted deception
when you tell me that you’re just tired,
and i’ll say me too

i know you’re broken inside

violets are blue,
and so are you

Written by Madisen Kuhn

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Her heart was an open book

Her heart was an open book with beautiful pages and detailed lettering. She wanted people to read her story in hopes that it would make them write their own. Instead, every person who came across the pages of her heart ripped out their favorite story and took it with them. They folded back pages and beat up the corners. They signed their name with sloppy writing and with a simple 'goodbye'. The book is now tucked away in the darkest parts of her, because no one wanted to read a tragic story with a bad ending.

k.b.g

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Trust the overthinker who tells you they love you.

Trust the overthinker who tells you they love you. They have, most assuredly, thought of every reason not to.

– LK Pilgrim
Love quotes

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I know that I'm hard to love.

I know that I'm hard to love. Some days I'm all smiles and affection and then other days
there's nothing I want more than to be quiet and lie in bed. Sometimes I get angry about
stupid things and won't to talk to you. Other days I'll think that you're the most perfect
person in the world. Please don't give up on me. I know it's not easy but I'll always come
back to you.

#lovequotes
#depression quotes

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Dear you, I'm not pretty.

Dear you,
I'm not pretty. My hair doesn't always look cute and it is often dyed a strange color.
I wear sweats or leggings or yoga pants most of the time. My make up will never be perfect.
I'd rather stay home watching movies than going out to hang out with your friends or mine.
I'm clumsy, so I'm going to apologize now for all the times I'll step on your toes or
trip you or fall onto you. I'm also a very jealous person. I'll tell you I'm not but
I'll be lying because I don't want you to leave. It isn't that i don't trust you, it's that
I know there are so many girls out there who are better than me and I don't know what I'd
do if I lost you. I'm moody, too. Remember that. I may seem like I'm always mad at you or sad,
but I promise I'm not. You make me happier than anyone else ever has or ever will. And I love you
more than anything in this world. Remember that always, my dear.

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From the moment I saw you

From the moment I saw you I knew I would never love anyone else the same.

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Make your personality so strong

Make your personality so strong that you don't need designer labels to show your class.

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Don't let social media fool you.

Don't let social media fool you. There are people with 5 likes that have lots of friends, people with 100 likes who are lonely af, couples who look happy but are miserable, people in debt but who are “living lavish”. Social media isn’t real life. Appearances are just that.. appearances.