Archive for December 2018

Whether I say anything or let you be fake, I know.

I sit back and observe every person in my life, whether we talk everyday or not. I know who motivates me and keeps it 100%. I also know who talks about me and smiles in my face. I know who I can trust and who I need to keep a distance with. Whether I say anything or let you be fake, I know.

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Kind and courageous souls

It's interesting to note that the most kind and courageous souls you meet in life tend to be those who've faced the most cruelty and conflict. This vicious world might sharpen us like a blade, but whether we use that power to protect people or cause them pain is always our choice.

― Beau Taplin

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I'm too insane to explain

I'm too insane to explain and you're too normal to understand.

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I don't have time to make you understand my worth.

I don't have time to make you understand my worth. You either recognize it and treat me right; Or be cut off.

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She conquered her demons...

She conquered her demons and wore her scars like wings. - Atticus

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My standards are high, my mind a dirty...

My standards are high, my mind is dirty, my morals are firm, my personality is flirty, my heart is big, my ego is small & if you don't like me, I don't give a fxck at all.

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Tell her you love her.

Tell her you love her. You've got nothing to lose and you'll always regret it if you don't.

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The best feeling in the world...

The best feeling in the world is being with someone who wants you as much as you want them.

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Nothing is sexier...

Nothing is sexier than a man who desires and craves only you, no one else.

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Jealousy isn't always materialistic.

Jealousy isn't always materialistic. People envy how others love you, show love to you, and have love for you. People envy the way you handled a situation that they couldn't. What would've broken them, didn't break you. They envy because something they couldn't get past, was a breeze for you.

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Have you ever had someone so pure in your life..

Have you ever had someone so pure in your life that just being around them automatically makes you feel a million times better? It’s like all the stress and problems bothering you fade away for a bit and everything is temporarily good.

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You can't stop the feelings you have for someone.

You can't stop the feelings you have for someone. You can't lie to yourself either. Your heart knows the truth all too well.

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She is you.

Heavy is the crown and yet she wears it as if it were a feather. There is strength in her heart, determination in her eyes and the will to survive resides within her soul. She is you. A warrior, a champion, a fighter, a queen.

-r.h. Sin
art by : slippingspecs on DeviantArt

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You promised me forever

Why don't I believe that you love me?

Because if you really loved me,
you wouldn't be able to leave me
easily as you did.

You're leaving me because
you want me to be happy?

Well, you don't get to
decide that for me.

Mollie.N -You promised me forever.

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I’m a paradox.

I’m a paradox. I want to be happy, but I think of things that make me sad. I’m lazy, yet I’m ambitious. I don’t like myself, but I also love who I am. I say I don’t care, but I really do. I crave attention, but reject it when it comes my way. I’m a conflicted contradiction. If I can’t figure myself out, there’s no way anyone else has.

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I remember when I was younger..

I remember when I was younger and I wanted to be beautiful; now I'm older and I want to be intelligent. I want to burn hearts with brilliance and engulf souls with compassion. I want to be loved for my thoughts and nothing else.

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I hope you feel it all.

I hope you find the kind of moments that take your breath away. The kind of moments that change you. I hope you travel to places that cleanse you, I hope you do things that make you feel alive. I hope you connect with the small things. I hope you get in touch with your soul. I hope you look at someone mid conversation and you feel your stomach surge with the feelings you have for them. I hope you surround yourself with the kinds of friends that encourage your spontaneity, that are always there for you. I hope you live. Truly. I hope you don’t hold back. There’s so much to feel in this world. I hope you feel it all.

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Fake emotions

I smile
while I intend to cry,
I laugh
when i feel like dying inside,
hoping that
maybe one day
in between
all the fake emotions
that i wore,
I'll find a smile
that won't seem
so made up anymore

-shubhangi

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cause you make me feel so alive

They keep telling me to face reality. To forget him. To focus on my life that is in front of me, but how am I suppose to do that? I was dead for a long time. Then he came. I am addicted to the way he makes me feel so alive. I saw the world as a much brighter place; it was different when I was with him. I never felt what love was until I meet him. God knows how much I tried to avoid having feelings for him. But my soul keep missing him. My heart keeps aching for him. I know I am not right for him, but this feeling is a gift from God. I want to keep it forever in my heart. Even though I cannot be with him, I want to keep this feeling forever.

Mollie.N-'cause you make me feel so alive

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I am getting too old to try to impress people.

I am getting too old to try to impress people. Either they like me the way I am, or they don’t. And that’s okay with me.

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Be comfortable in doing your own thing.

Be comfortable in doing your own thing. You don't need to explain or give reasons for doing the things you do. Sometimes what seems messed up to everyone else ends up being the right thing for you. Do it without being ashamed. People will judge you no matter what you do, so do what you need to do to be happy.

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My point is, when you love someone...

My point is, when you love someone, when you care for someone, you have to do it through the good and the bad. Not just when you're happy and it's easy.

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Maybe I am different...

Maybe I am different than most, but I do not see people in my life as part of a game. If I am your friend I am loyal until my last breath and if I love you it is until my last beat.

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They say there is a reason..

They say there is a reason,
They say that time will heal,
But neither time nor reason,
Will change the way I feel,
For no-one knows the heartache,
That lies behind our smiles,
No-one knows how many times,
We have broken down and cried,
We want to tell you something,
So there won't be any doubt,
You're so wonderful to think of,
But so hard to be without.

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I love him ...

I loved him not for the way he danced with my angels, but for the way the sound of his name could silence my demons.

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I'm a woman.

I am a woman. That means I break hard and mend like motherxxxxer; all sexy and full
of heartbreakingly beautiful scars.

Staceyann Chin

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No matter where you are..

You have seen the deepest parts of who i am, and now your name is stained on each one of my bones
and your voice lives in my veins. No matter where you are a part of you is always with me.

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4 am

4 am is not for the happy
It is not for the fulfilled
It is not for couples sleeping
soundly in each others arms
4 am is for the lonely,
awake in emptiness and the feeling
of never being good enough
It is for the desire be loved in return
4 am is for the poets spilling out
their blood and thoughts on paper
Giving life to the words they did
not have the courage to speak
4 am is for the brokenhearted
who spill tears that come to no end,
for missing someone who doesn't miss them
4 am is for those with a smile on their faces
but sadness in their eyes for the cuts
that bleed the demons out
4 am is not for the happy
it is not for the fulfilled
it is not for the couples sleeping
soundly in each others arms

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No reason to stay, is a good reason to go..

Something's gotta give, something's gotta break
But all I do is give and all you do is take
Something's gotta change, but I know that it won't
No reason to stay, is a good reason to go...

Song lyrics : Artist Camila Cabello

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Once upon a time..

Once upon a time, we really loved each other, but as time went by, there just got to be all these things, little things, stupid things, that were left unsaid. And all these things that were left unsaid piled up, like the clutter in our storage room. And after awhile, there was so much that was left unsaid, that we barely said anything at all.

Little Manhattan (2005)

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I miss us, and I miss you.

Say it one more time;

tell me you love me.

Whisper it to my ear.

I want to hear it from your lips.

Say my name

I just want to hear

you call my name again.

I miss your voice;

I miss your laugh;

I miss fighting with you;

I miss us, and I miss you.

Mollie.N

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When your eyes met mine..

When your eyes met mine, my soul pointed at you and whispered to my heart, HIM..

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I feel like everything in my life had led me to you.

I feel like everything in my life had led me to you. My choices, my heartbreaks and my regrets. Everything. And when we're together, my past seems worth it. Because if I had done one thing differently, I might never have met you.

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Ever since we met...

Ever since we met, I've known that we're special. That the way we talk and laugh around
each other is different than everybody else. That I will never meet anyone I can trust as much as I trust you. And i think most people search their whole lives to find what we've already found.

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A woman who's hustling...

A woman who's hustling can never understand a woman who's hating.

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Your lady deserved to be focused on...

When a lady tells you that she wants more attention and she wants you to listen to her more...
You better wake up and realize that your lady deserves to be heard all of the time..If not, then
one day you might wake up with her out of your life and you'll wish you never made her feel
so alone while she was with you.

-Bryan Burden

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In the midst of hate...

My dear,

In the midst of hate, I found there was, within me, an invincible love.
In the midst of tears, I found there was, within me, an invincible smile.
In the midst of chaos, I found there was, within me, an invincible calm.
I realized, through it all, that…
In the midst of winter, I found there was, within me, an invincible summer.
And that makes me happy. For it says that no matter how hard the world pushes against me, within me, there’s something stronger – something better, pushing right back.

Truly yours,
Albert Camus

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I want to say I MISS YOU but...

I want to say i miss you. But it wouldn't change anything so i I'll just keep on pretending I don't.

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So many people walk this earth..

So many people walk this earth,
with purpose in their eyes,
But in their heart of hearts they know,
What they’re living is a lie.
The alarm goes off at 6am,
Like every other day.
So they can walk into a job they hate,
Because they need the pay.
All time does is take from them,
But it never seems to give.
Always waiting for the day to come,
When they finally start to live.
I’m all too scared that one day soon,
I’ll become just like the rest.
Only walking with the crowd,
Because my dreams have been oppressed.
That one day I’ll look back on life,
At the opportunities that I missed,
And realize I never truly lived.
All I did was just exist.

-Erin Hanson-

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I want to know that I actually meant something to you.

There is a part of me that is desperate to know if my absence has done any damage to you. That there is a possibility that you too, experience long restless nights due to the thought of me. That your heart is broken in the same place as mine. I want to know that I’m not the only one hurting from this.
I want to know that I actually meant something to you.

– rhythmicrhinoceros

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It wasn't that the world was out to get her.

It wasn't that the world was out to get her. She just made it harder on herself sometimes. I guess that's one of the side effects of a heart that's always wide open. She wasn't quite sure if what she was letting in, or out for that matter, was good or bad. But, my God, she felt everything. You have to understand that some wildflowers carry both the pollen and the poison. Living with that much life and death could grow tiresome. Feeling too much instead of becoming numb. I wasn't sure whether to run from her or towards her. So I ran with her. And for the first time in a long time, I believed in something.

-J. Raymond

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Women glow differently when they are treated right and loved properly.

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Her heart was heavy yet she held her own.

Her heart was heavy yet she held her own. Broken, she found strength within pain.

I rarely saw her cry, I think her smile hid the tears. She was everything, treated like nothing,

left to feel nothing but she survived. She always survived.

-r.h. Sin

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It's hard not to fall in love..

It's hard not to fall in love with someone
when they see the mixed up parts of your soul.
When they understand the darkest and dustiest corners
of you mind. When it's four a.m and they call because
they know you're not asleep.

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I miss you all the time...

I don't know when or how you crept slowly in to my life
All i know is you are everywhere in every hour of my day
in a second or two a thought of you
And i seem to get lost so easily in your smile
or within a small memory of how your voice sounds like
when you're happy.
I don't know how or why but i miss you. I miss you all the time. - j.a

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You never really stop missing someone..

I guess by now I should know enough about the loss to realize that you never really stop missing someone - you just learn to live around the huge gaping hole of their absence.

— ALYSON NOEL

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It's better to say..

It's better to say,
"I am not interested in you,
I hate you and
I never loved you,"

Than saying, "I love you,"
but then ignoring me
like I never mattered.

Mollie.N

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With the right person...

With the right person you don't have to work so hard to be happy, it just happens, effortlessly.

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She loved him because...

She loved him because he had brought her back to life.
She had been like a caterpillar in a cocoon,
and he had drawn her out and shown her that she was a butterfly.

~ Ken Follett, The Pillars of the Earth

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People say you don't know what you've got until it's gone.

People say you don't know what you've got until it's gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just never thought you'd lose it.